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[Monday
5:34pm November 27th] |
new things
some new people
everything is new and i dont like it
i miss the old people in my life
i miss everything about them
its hard but i cant do anything about it
it sucks but what can you do
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| FUCK YOU |
[Saturday
12:26am July 29th] |
FUCK YOU AND YOU AND YOUR FRIEND
FUCK ALL OF YOU
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| DAN THE MAN |
[Tuesday
11:30pm July 11th] |
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dan is the fucking man. i hung with him today and we tried to drink but it just wasnt working out. we will have to do it tomarrow with everyone. he was talking about how bernie mac is purple HAHAHAHAHAHA
dan said this "he kind of looks like the guy from the mcdonalds gang"
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| wow |
[Sunday
4:03pm July 9th] |
my drinking finally caught up to me
and im stopping...for the day
and tomarrow its back on the bottle FOR GOOD lol
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| jersey boys minus the boys |
[Thursday
11:30pm July 6th] |
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went to jersey with cailtin and im extremly tired. didnt do naything except go to a dinner and eat a grilled cheese sandwhich and half a pizza bagel. the waitress spelt it baggel dumb russain
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| my day under the american elm |
[Wednesday
11:39pm July 5th] |
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multi death coperation- john wayne was a nazi |
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so today started off really bad. like it was pouring rain out but since we had a shitty time in fire island we decided that we deserve some time in the city. caitlin ended up going to jersey to go hnag out with steve (big mistake cailtin) so amber and i were left to defend for ourselves. we went to sammmys to get sparks. usually they only have 3 and i always take them all but today was a special day. they stocked up on every kind and in bulk too, so needless to say amber and i had a feild day. we bought a six pack of black ones to split amoung us.
so were sitting in tompkins and we start singing "proud to be an american" and by now im retarded and i dont no any of the words what so ever. we had two left and we then walked down to the dumpling man to get something to eat. i was outside and some girl came up to me and bummed a ciggarete off me, she then followed us back to tompkins were she spilt her life story to us about how many times she has been in rehab and shit. basically i was more interested in my dumplings then the fact that she doesnt drink anymore because it "corrupts the way you think and you dont appriciate life" FUCK YOU DUMB WHOE. she ended up leaving and we saw our lovely friend drizzle.
some myself drizzle amber and some other squaters were hanging out and this guy comes over with a stero. we but in my mdc cd and life is grand until he starts touching his shoulder and i noticed it was all bandage up and shit. i was like what happened and apparently it was a pimple and he like kept picking at it and it turned into this big mess that was the size of my fist. it was puasy and i will now have the image in my mind till the day i die.
after that i lost amber for a bit but she was actually right in front of me (im a fucking dumb ass) so this guy walking around in a red lether coat (in 80 degree weather i may add) helped me look for her. i think he actually just wanted ass so i was alittle grossed out. i found amber and we got more shit.
cailtin finially realized that we are so much better then new jersey and came down to tompkins were i gracefully handed her some sparks. we were all hnaging out and she and this fucking kid named marc or mark was being a fucking cunt and i was joking around with him and i told him i was going to beat him up then out of nowhere i hear "whats your problem dont start shit" it was the fucking weirdo from before that told us her life story.
after stumpling everywhere and catching many fireflies we decided to go home. cailtin starts screaming out of the cab "lick my ass" and it was extremly funny. all in all it was a good day minus mark FUCK OFF
THIS JUST IN
the girl and i and my friends hate more then anything cause she is a complete fake and doesnt doesnt think for herself is going out with my ex boyfriend
ill drink to that....tomarrow
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| i dont post |
[Tuesday
11:24pm July 4th] |
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the velvet underground - heroin |
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i never ever write in this thing from the soul reason because i only have one friend on this who is cailtin and cailtin is always with me so. basically anthony and i broke up and now i spend my free time in the city drinking. its actually a pretty good life. weve met some awesome people at choking victim and weve all been hanging out. when im not in the city i sit home and watch the food network and i basically dont leave my neighborhood because i really dont like anyone. i also got a job on bleecker in my aunts jewlery store which is ectreml;y clse to where i spend my money on sparks
ive come to the conclusion that im moving out when i get out of high school and im going to become an alcholic druggie i figured since im going to art school if wont affect me but even if it does i always have my aa meetings
my 2 bestfriends in the world are right by my sides at all times in my little adventures. amber and i are taking classes at fit and cailtin got an internship with a photographer. so we all figured that as soon as we get out of whereever we are we are going to met up in tompkins under the "american elm" and drink ourselves silly while snaking on jenny's veggie buns or sammy's extremly good noodles or our new thing the dumpling man delicous dumplings all while smoking a pack of ciggaretes
Life is grand
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| bye bye miss american pie |
[Monday
10:16pm May 1st] |
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i didnt go to school because my sister finally went to bording school
as soon as we got there we were greeted by this man named CHADDDD
chad is like the antichrist in my eyes
he was all happy and he looked like he was the leader in some brainwashing conformist club
i couldnt stand leaving her there with all the weird people and morons
there going to kill everythig that makes my sister her
im not allowed to talk to her till nexted tuesday
and im not going to see her till mybe the 12th or june 3
Life sucks
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| amazing time |
[Saturday
12:21am April 15th] |
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SUB HUMANS WAS FREAKIN AMAZING AND THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY
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| TIME LINE |
[Tuesday
3:10pm April 4th] |
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heroine - the velvet underground |
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i dont update to often because i feel no one really reads this thing anyway
so
heres my life right now
i got a fucking c+ in math and that fucking blows (no money bonus :*0 )
anthony and i have been happily going out for over 9 months HOLY SHIT!!!
ive decided not to go to boces
im going to fit in the summer to work on a portfoilio while there im working in my aunts jewlery store in soho
my two best friends cailtin and amber are still my best friends and we are going to puerto rico togther in august (I CANT FUCKING WAIT)
4 20 is in less then 16 days
sub humans show on the 14 WOAHHHHH
and finially my sis is going away for 3 months and im going to miss her so much
tonight im going out for sushi with her and seeing v for vendetta. i dont really care if its boring i just want to spend some time with her and bond lol. im a loser
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[Sunday
9:41pm February 5th] |
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things have been pretty good lately.i got a really good report card i made honor roll amd i get liek 500 dollars from it (fuck yeah) i love my boyfriend anthony and its been 6 months since weve been going out holy shit what makes it even cooler is that i still feel liek we are just friends hnaging out like we did ove rthe summer. i love it. im trying to pack my week with things to do so i dont get bored and always busy and so far its going good. i have to do better in everything too.
i have to start my portfolio from boces and i need them fast. im just gonna paint all week and go to the gym and take some yoga classes. i havent gone in like 2 weeks cause i hurt my leg and then i got sick. im gonna go tomarrow and stay for like 3 hours.
i have so much work to make up from being sick and i barely dented it. so i guess i will be very busy this week. which i must say i love.
tomarrow i actually get to have lunch with my friend, cailtin. i spent the first year in the fucking library cause i had no one in my lunch period FUCK YOU 5TH PERIOD LUNCH!
today i went to church them to anthonys grandma's house were we watched 101 diamantions and i feel alseep on the couch for liek 2 hours.then we ate ice cream and cake and had some more ice cream and cake then went back to my house and had cheese quasdias. cailtin came over and we watched videos of brian peppers on ytmnd <3
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| stomach virus can be fun too |
[Thursday
1:53pm February 2nd] |
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yeah so its thurday and i havent been in school yet this week. im really sick and puking makes it really fun. i havent seen my boyfriend or my friends in such a long time. i miss them. its reallly fucking hot in my computer room holy shit im gonna die in here
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| sick |
[Wednesday
5:42pm January 4th] |
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paper snowflakes - son ambulance |
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i have a fuckign ear infections how fuckign gay is that. honestly it hurts like a mother fucker!!! yeah so im like in a weird mood and i think i have a problem ive been eating scrambld eggs with chese since sunday morning and i just ound out they they are high in cholesterol and we all know that i need to watch that (ummmmm im kidding) i dont want to eat them anymore i really dont even like eggs i just go through weird periuods that i only eat a certain thing like today i have 2 vanilla ice cream cones and cheese scambed eggs
im not gonna eat that anymore because first of all i ate all the vanilla ice cream and second i dont want to eat anotehr egg as long as i live. yeah so kewl my mommy is bring me home panera bread <333 i got to stop talking about food. lol
im not gonan stop, on saterday im going out with anthony for sushi and im really excited. i havent been out on a dat with him since teh week before christmas (which was the most amazing night of my life) so im really really happy because it so much fun to go out with him we always order so much sushi but since we both love it so much we stuff your faces and go back to his house look like pregnant women lol <3
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| oh god what a morning |
[Thursday
11:40am December 29th] |
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i partied with mary last night painted scetched wrote, the usual. now its morning and im burnt but i need to go to the mall really badly, so lauren and i are going to go woah. then im going to anthony's for a movie night + mary. everything is funnier when your hnaging with mary and it gets even better cause im with my best friend and my boyfriend ANTHONY<3. what a life
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[Wednesday
10:35pm December 28th] |
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elbow- fugitive motel |
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Spending my life with mary and anthony......and hoping your spending long nights with mary also....speaking of mary.....
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| things are getting better |
[Thursday
9:43pm December 22nd] |
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velvet undereground - heroin |
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ive been really good lately honestly i have. im really proud of myself. i have my boyfriend who i love with me and my two very best friends in the whole world Cailtin and Amber. they seriously mean the world to me and you wish you had friends like that. its been a week and if you dont know what im talking about fuck off im not explaining it to you or anyone. its been hard but not that bad.
tomarrow is the eve of christmas eve. since im not going to see anthony over the weekend im going to give him his presents tomarrow. he is going to flip out when he sees everything i think i went alittle over board with all the presents. lol i had such an amazing day after school ended. i just went to anthonys hosue and had dinner and stuff over there. tomarrow is going to be awesome im really excited
Merry Christmaseveryone and if you are jewish i envy you and your potato lacas (i love those little pancakes of joy and wonder)
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| I cant wait for the Holidays |
[Wednesday
9:40pm December 14th] |
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The Great Decay - Cursive |
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did you know i knwo all the lyrics to the little mermaids part of your world
well aparrently i do and im like awesome at it minus the cracking of my voice
well today was okay i went to my math tutor then to the gym cause im a beefy she man
then i went out from sushi with my dad (right ater i went to teh gym...retard?)
i got home and did some homework and called my aunt
she is giving me her key to her aparetment in the city for staerday so anthony and i can chnage into swave wear for dinner
i cant wait for saterday its seriously going to be the best day of my life
new years might kick so much ass this year
i got my dad to like 90% agree to let me sleep over anthony's hosue for new years
i hope it works out
i really want to spend new years with him really really really badly..really reallly really BADLY
friday is going to be sick to im hnaging out with mary jane and anthony (of course) caltin and amber <3 and were all gonna get sick greek food..............YES
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| Good day |
[Wednesday
9:54pm December 7th] |
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breath- pink flyod |
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Today was awesome. I made up evreything i needed to get a good mid quater. i also did really really well on my math test and social studies test. im really really happy because i get to see anthony tomarrow and i wasnt gonan see him all week beause i had to do things. i love him so much
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